hurting inside...

i don't know what i want in life. i don't know what i want right now. all i know is that i'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be anymore of me left. everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i run away and hide from it. but now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back towards me. and i don't know what to do. i just know that the pain i'm feeling is it's hurting me. and i don't know what to do. i just know the pain i'm feeling is it's hurting ten times more than before...