Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody, you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy.?But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be ALONE. People have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'I don't know' for an answer.You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then, all you can do is wait...and wait..and it's giving you more pain.
And the pain is getting severe and it came to a point that you can't take it anymore but you have to stand up and live your life for the people you thought who love you even if it means PRETENDING to be happy and be somebody else...
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